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        I don’t know about this feeling , yes at 31 Desember my feeling was shake. Actually , I really don’t like this feeling , that’s make me wanna cry … Yes , I feel so stressed out. Somebody talks to me that your life its not good enough , you ca’nt change your attitude , your ability is same , you are not good enough . What ??? What must I do .. Yes that’s right , i just pretending to be a good girl . But suddenly , I realize that I still in my way , I have not open my eyes widely …

I wish someone can know my feeling and help me .. Yes i need a care ..

Because I can not explain my feeling inside , I think this song represent my feeling today . Can you get the explanation ? yes . You can , try to find it out. 

Linkin Park – Get Trough

I Dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving?
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes, (Chorus)
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind,
Some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and (Chorus2)
When you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
And leave out all the rest,
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me now
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind,
Some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and
When you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
And leave out all the rest,
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else
Can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind,
Some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and
When you're feelilng empty
Keep me in your memory
And leave out all the rest,
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else
Can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are 

"I cant be who you are , I love become my self. But I wish I can be a better person.

Please Allah , please help me.

“Wake up for this pretending! Face the real Life , face it face it !"

BIG HUGS

QYQY